Let me just say that due to a serious health scare I have to lose 100 pounds in the next year. I have been at this 3 weeks now and I am feeling ok about it by now. And I can also say that I have paid my tithe back with the first 10%. I was "blessed" with an abundant body and then took advantage of my health. So now the next 90% is going to be in partnership with myself and Heavenly Father. Because I can not do this on my own. Tomorrow Part I of how I got into this mess in the first place. Oh and yes it has to due with self inflicted stress and how I handle things. I am not feeling sorry for myself. But beating myself up. My daughters deserve better from me.